Wednesday, August 26, 2009

RE: pure and crimson


edits: none
subject: some flower that i dont know

Us humans share a lot of common things with other stuff… take one these cornelia. I happen to have an amazing talent of talking both to animate and inanimate objects and I’d like to share what went on their conversation.

For everyone’s benefit, we’ll use pure (white cornelia) and crimson (red cornelia) as their names.

Pure: we’ve been like this for quite a while now huh!?
Crimson: …..
Pure: we’ve been facing the opposite directions for quite some time now.
Crimson:
Pure: I know that you know that we were never like this. You very much knew once upon a time that we were inseparable. That you yourself told me that you still need me. And yet look at the shit that we are in right now.
Crimson: who the fuck do you think you are to tell me such shits?! You have no fucking idea what I went through before and what am going through right now.
Pure: to hell with that! I am here now aren’t I and I am not goin anywhere. You know what your problem is!? You think that you can handle it all! I was like that… once… until I met you, crimson. You taught me how to trust others, how to open myself to you and share my life. Just tell me what the problem is and lemme help.
Crimson: pure, my dearest ally, lemme share a secret to you. I was never crimson from the start. I was once white like yourself. But I’ve been to so many shits and the last shit was the worst that had ever came that I bled and bled over and over again! The sun’s rays*I cannot feel and my feeling’s became ill. My fragrance was lost and am slowly dying. I bled and bled until I became the crimson that you now see.
Pure:
Crimson: but during those days, you came into my life to help me stand up. Although I am crimson, a bloody red in color, that didn’t deter you from helping me so I wanna thank you for that. But now, what we have in our hands is a very different shit from what we had before.
Pure:
Crimson: you became special to me and I to you. I became your life and I just can’t forgive myself if I am to hurt you. Pure, lemme just face this direction. It might be for a while but if the time comes that I never looked back, don’t wait for me anymore.
Pure: crimson, my heaven, I understand now that we are so different and yet so alike. Lemme share my secret with you. I was never the pure that you see now. I was once the most bloody red of all the cornelias. But when I met you, I became whole, I became complete and I started to live. You taught me so many things and showed me amazing stuff. Wanna know how and why I became white?
Crimson: ….
Pure: it was all because of you.
Crimson: ….
Pure: I shed tears that I couldn’t believe that I was capable of. I cried and cried every single night because of you! Until one day, I woke up and be the pure that you know.
Crimson: ….
Pure: before you face that direction, lemme ask this question again to you: do you still need me!?
Crimson:
Pure: will all these be in vain?! will i wait for nothing?
Crimson: ...
Pure: *bleeding*

"crimson: i bled and bled before (because of someone) that i became bloody red

pure: i shed tears over and over again, because of you, that i became clean white"

2 comments:

bobong said...

umayos ka.

jexamine said...

@ser bobong
ayus naman ako ser..