Wednesday, May 6, 2009

the day my heaven shed rain

no pictures, no fancy stuff, no talking inanimate objects, no nothin... i just want you guys to spare a prayer for my heaven for she's in dire need of help. just recently, her mom was rushed into the hospital due to a stroke/heart attack and is still in the intensive care unit as i write this piece. it pains me to see this whole thing happening again!

these are good people right here and i know its not right to question things but i oftentimes wonder why is this happening to them!? they proved themselves before that they are as solid as the toughest material out there but fate decided to test them once again.

i've seen these people laugh, i've seen them smile and get frustrated but i hate it when they feel pain and sorrow for there is nothin more i can do for them. i am good with words (that is a given fact) but during these times, sometimes mere words cannot console the hollow body. i know that both their body and soul are depleted and they are just wearing this facade to hide everything. i love these people because they showed me how to live, they showed what the real meaning of life is, they showed me their struggles and what it's like to live in the real world. i am f0rever in debted to them!

the day my heaven shed rain felt like i was being killed from the inside out! i really, really wanna help them. in this state of confusion, i am tryin my best to be heaven's strength, to be her shield from this stuff. i want her to fight and hang-on just like what her mom's doin.

if you can spare a little time, please pray for my heaven, for her mom and for her family. pray for heaven's mom to have a speedy recovery..