Tuesday, April 28, 2009

heaven-ly smile

edits: none
location: zoo
model: zel

I guess I found my inspiration
With just one smile, you take my breath away
So hold me close
And say you'll stay with me now
- spongecola
i've called her so many names: dude, tsong, liezl, toyo... but i finally know now which one will best suit her... as vibrant as anyone and anything that crossed paths with me but as gentle and peaceful as the clouds above... i decided to call her my heaven... no matter how cheesy that might sound...

Saturday, April 18, 2009

heaven on earth


edits: none
location: eden
photographer: this time its not me but rather zel

this is the first sunset shot captured by zel when we were in eden a long time ago. in fact, up to this date, that was the last time that we spend some time in eden that we're together. i really, really miss those times and i really, really miss her so damn much!

i think am suffering from a depression syndrome or sumthin *shrugs*

Thursday, April 16, 2009

pure and crimson


edits: none
subject: some flower that i dont know

Us humans share a lot of common things with other stuff… take one these cornelia. I happen to have an amazing talent of talking both to animate and inanimate objects and I’d like to share what went on their conversation.

For everyone’s benefit, we’ll use pure (white cornelia) and crimson (red cornelia) as their names.

Pure: we’ve been like this for quite a while now huh!?
Crimson: …..
Pure: we’ve been facing the opposite directions for quite some time now.
Crimson:
Pure: I know that you know that we were never like this. You very much knew once upon a time that we were inseparable. That you yourself told me that you still need me. And yet look at the shit that we are in right now.
Crimson: who the fuck do you think you are to tell me such shits?! You have no fucking idea what I went through before and what am going through right now.
Pure: to hell with that! I am here now aren’t I and I am not goin anywhere. You know what your problem is!? You think that you can handle it all! I was like that… once… until I met you, crimson. You taught me how to trust others, how to open myself to you and share my life. Just tell me what the problem is and lemme help.
Crimson: pure, my dearest ally, lemme share a secret to you. I was never crimson from the start. I was once white like yourself. But I’ve been to so many shits and the last shit was the worst that had ever came that I bled and bled over and over again! The sun’s rays, I cannot feel and my feeling’s became ill. My fragrance was lost and am slowly dying. I bled and bled until I became the crimson that you now see.
Pure:
Crimson: but during those days, you came into my life to help me stand up. Although I am crimson, a bloody red in color, that didn’t deter you from helping me so I wanna thank you for that. But now, what we have in our hands is a very different shit from what we had before.
Pure:
Crimson: you became special to me and I to you. I became your life and I just can’t forgive myself if I am to hurt you. Pure, lemme just face this direction. It might be for a while but if the time comes that I never looked back, don’t wait for me anymore.
Pure: crimson, my heaven, I understand now that we are so different and yet so alike. Lemme share my secret with you. I was never the pure that you see now. I was once the most bloody red of all the cornelias. But when I met you, I became whole, I became complete and I started to live. You taught me so many things and showed me amazing stuff. Wanna know how and why I became white?
Crimson: ….
Pure: it was all because of you.
Crimson: ….
Pure: I shed tears that I couldn’t believe that I was capable of. I cried and cried every single night because of you! Until one day, I woke up and be the pure that you know.
Crimson: ….
Pure: before you face that direction, lemme ask this question again to you: do you still need me!?
Crimson:

Pure: *bleeding*

crimson: i bled and bled before (because of someone) that i became bloody red

pure: i shed tears over and over again, because of you, that i became clean white

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

shaking off the cobwebs


edits: none
location: some subdivision

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

the hallway

edits: none
location: cybergate 1

i remember that i used to walk in this hallway at half past four in the afternoon to go to the mall to play my nintendo DS... that was back then, when i had a job (if you can call it that). this hallway alone stand witness to many shits that people had back those days and even up until now. a path that seem to be endless and yet the journey is so short once we realized it and reached its end.

i can't believe am saying this, but i miss havin a job. the pressure, the people and the environment! i wanna live my life before with the brand new me so i can see how i can fair with those around me. *sigh*

Monday, April 6, 2009

Torrent extension

I was in my cousin’s pad in the city for the past couple of days thus the reason for me not being online for quite some time now. Anyway, a friend asked me about torrents and File Extension Torrent. He told me that he was utterly alienated how that stuff work and how to get them files. I told him that in order to activate the File Extension Torrent, he will need a torrent program to open such extensions. I, for one, was thankful that these type of programs were developed! It had made my (and probably yours too) life that much easier. I mean, let’s face it, you can download pretty much anything and everything via torrent. All you need is a good torrent site to download all of your File Extension Torrent, a torrent program/software and your good to go. My friend then told me that he will give it a shot as soon as he gets home. I just hope I made a believer out of him when it comes to using torrents hahhaha.

To HD or not!?

Me and my folks are planning to buy another set of tube. Yeah! I know! I’ve said this news wwwaayyy before the start of the year and yet we still ain’t got one. Then they planned on getting one again by the end of holy week. This will go sweet with my new guitar hero peripherals should the plan push through! But aside from this, I also found Directtv.com that will offer endless nights of viewing pleasure!

Direct TV offers a vast array of programs ranging from movies to HD programs, from sports (of course) to business. You name ‘em they got ’em. Plus, DirectTV does this in five simple steps that will instantly get you wired in no time!

This might be a good alternative when I’m done rockin’ out with my guitar hero and just wanna sit back in my couch and enjoy the eye candy that my tube has to offer. Extreme viewing pleasure, here I come!