signs

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location: our street

when you come into our subdivision, this will be the street address that you'll be looking for to reach my house. signs are often times helpful and useful in our everyday lives. but most of the times, these signs are the ones that give us endless sleepless nights.

have you ever felt that them tears are just free-flowing from your eyes until it puts you to sleep? one minute you're havin the time of your lives and the next thing you know you're broken into tiny pieces. there are so many stuff running in my head right now but i dunno how to write them and where to start. lemme just compose myself and hopefully i can share them to you on the next entry.

here's something that might stir something - i never believed in signs all my life. i am the dense, insensitive and dont-give-a-damn type of person. here's 2 different perspective that came to my attention just a few days back:

jennesis:
"why do people insist on waiting for a sign? i just don't get these types of people. if sumthin is right in front of them and they know for a fact that they want it and that they can do somethin about it, why don't just go and grab that opportunity instead of waiting for that sign to come?"

jexamine:
"i kept on asking for a sign for all the stuff that i will do and until tonight, they have all been answered. before when i am about to resign from my work, i asked for a white rose as a sign. that evening, my ex gave me a white flower and i immediately passed my resignation paper the next day. i guess it's appropriate to say that signs are for those people in doubt - people that has little or no confidence either in themselves or in their decision"

jexamine shattered everything that i believed in. all my life, i lived by jennesis' principle but right here, right now someone is actually standing in front of me as a living proof saying that signs really do exist!

go figure...